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sat was talking to dar abt MARRIAGE.. yes MARRIAGE .. haha.. although it's still long to marriage.. but he jus give his opinion till when i have to wait as he wants to study for university.. its like 10yrs later.. hmm.. long rite..

we should realli think for future.. i mean mi not him.. coz he already think wat to do and how to save money and i was like making day pass day by day.. i jus dun realli care..

i know for my pay is realli less but wat i think is that i'm a newbies when i first start working hitachi.. and frm my qualification and no experience, the salary i get is wat i expect.. thats why i wan to stay for around a yr to 2 den i leave and find another job.. coz once i have experience, i should able to get better salary..

think of marriage maybe wonders for some ladys but once into it, money is part of the problem.. leading a simple life oso needs money.. in my mind i jus wan to lead a simple life rather den living in such a cold hearted house which no one realli cares if you are still alive in the room..

i hate growing old! hate growing up day by days which will have more problem to think! hate the adults world!

but upon all hates, means i have slowly grow up frm a girl who always hate why parents like to bother so much, till to a lady who know tat parents care them coz they dun wan their children regret.. which i already did.. hiaz..

in childhoods time thought life will be simple but not what i have expect now..

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy

Monday, February 25, 2008
10:31 AM





20feb08(wed)
went to take ring b4 working maru.. hiaz.. no meaning le.. hiaz..
nothing much at maru.. jus boring..

21feb08(thurs)
went for excel course which register frm Hitachi.. is excel expert..
realli a gd course.. they teach more den basic stuff and short cuts which we nev use b4..
end around 5plus..
meet jianz.. went to vivo to watch L changes the world but start onli at 9.30 so sit at vivo de open space on top level and we all are playing psp till time reach.. haha..
show not bad.. saes abt wat happen to L within the 23days when he write his name in the death note.. which until 12 den went home le..

22Feb08(fri)
last day of excel course.. such short days which teacher say veri hard to finish whole book tat they gave us.. around 6, there is exam and guess wat! i Pass! haha.. it's hard lor.. but i pass! got 938/1000.. i can still even help the lady beside mi for last 10questions of hers.. haha.. this exam will get microsoft cert which is recognise by everywhere.. hehe..

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy

Saturday, February 23, 2008
12:24 AM





ring is gone forever..
yesterday meet sis around 6 plus to far east.. she wants to shop for red dress for her company dinner for today..
went to Watson to look for wax.. tried the samples so took of ring to my sis..
went out and hand still bit slippery coz use the mousse(dunno how to spell)..
but still took the ring back frm sis and my finger jus slip and FUCK the ring jus drop into the side of the escalator and it is gone! gone forever! i was damn sad.. call dar and told him.. hiaz.. will make a new one for myself but the meaning is different le.. hiaz.. why am i so careless.. previously have nearly lost the ring.. like drop on the road of orchard while crossing the traffic light but manage to find back.. sometimes thought i lost coz i misplace it and it is back too.. now it is completely lost! hiaz.. how i wish i close my eyes and it appears and know it is dream but it can't be.. argh! i was so sad and angry of myself.. and dar was sick.. so i jus dun wish to go to my elder sis house to bai nian.. and fact is i rarely contact her onli my young sis contact her.. and i'm oso angry with my sis.. den quarrel with sis and she called my elder sis i dun wan to go coz i say i not close with her.. hiaz.. i'm angry so called dar.. jus to complain but i know he wan to help and do something jus tat he can't do anything..
sorri dar.. i jus wan to complain..
end up i still go my elder sis house coz i know if i dun go, next time will be worse.. i rather go now and explain.. but good thing is nothing happen..

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy

Tuesday, February 19, 2008
9:24 AM





the time now is 8.30pm and guess where am i.. hehe..
i'm at dar dar house and he is out.. sob sob..
he abandon mi.. sob..
hehe.. kidding.. is i choose to wait for him at home..
he went out to meet his friend around 7pm..
dun wish to part with him and he can see tat my tears is dropping when he sae bye.. haha.. he is jus onli going out and i'm sad until like this..
coz dar.. i miss you.. wish to acc u.. wish to be ur little girl beside u.. i admit is oso due to my mistake so trying to change to be ur little girl..

yesterday was at darling house whole day but i like coz i can be by his side.. although a bit boring but i dun mind.. nite stay over his house.. love to slp with him.. coz i love the feeling of his hugs..

todae woke up around 10plus and went to bath coz need to bring ah ma to make new specs.. reach ah ma house downstairs around 11plus and cab to bai mei there to make her specs..
meet dar at 2 at bedok.. i decide to cut hair and went to search for salon.. found one and took onli less den 15mins to cut and cost 14bucks.. not bad.. hehe..
went back dar home, slept on his leg while his watching tv around 4plus.. his phone rang and i remember i suddenly jerk a little and open my eyes wide and he was laughing.. HAHA! disturb my slp still laugh.. hehe..

Now waiting for his return..

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy

Sunday, February 17, 2008
8:31 PM





Valentine day
yesterday is valentine day.. enjoy urself girls?

is jus a normal day for us.. gave him a wallet and key pouch which comes together..

went to had dinner at Macdonald..

watch P.S I Love You..

Nice show.. cry lots.. touch.. keep on thinking, i mus realli treasure him.. coz if he is gone, i will regret..

Dar.. sorri for all the mistake i have done.. Hope you like the present yesterday and i realli mean it in the letter..

Darling.. thanks for being my darling.. you are the guy tat every girls wants to have yet i'm being choosen.. frm the day we start, i have been making u sad, hurt and angry.. yet you are still with mi.. thanks dar.. i will make changes..

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy

Friday, February 15, 2008
10:04 AM





meet dar after work..
first stop to suntec to pass pk dress..
went to shi ling to buy mee sua to eat..
wanted to eat scallop mee sua but looks like they change to lobster..
the lobster not tat nice.. hehe..
wait for bus to orchard..
next stop is far east.. shop for shoes and shirt..
bought one shoe.. i have sweaty legs and my slippers dunno why will have black stain coming out.. but i try ppl shoe and the person jus sae miss ar.. u have sweaty legs ar.. pls wipe b4 u try the shoe hor.. i wipe den try den bought the shoe.. not realli becoz she say mi la.. is i find that shoe not bad..

next shop for shirt.. shop a lot of shops.. den found one.. hmm.. can match with lagging and belt..

thanks dar for shopping with mi although u are tired.. thanks so much..

my shoes

shirt..(pic not tat nice)

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy

Tuesday, February 05, 2008
10:08 AM





sze teng's (white dress girl)birthday with my sec sch friends.. (the 2 at the side will funny action is sze teng's own friend)

Sat(2 feb 08)
went to sze teng's birthday at pasir ris chalet.. reach there around 7.30.. alot ppl i dunno.. saw sec sch friends.. got talk to them.. a while den went to eat.. sit beside two girls(the pic on top, those 2 girls at the left corner).. they talk to us.. but didn't talk much to them coz i dun talk to ppl whom i dunno much de.. they say riddles and if we can't guess, have to eat and drink one with tomato sauce, chilli sauce, juice and curry sauce.. eee! but darling drink.. haha..
darling entertain with them.. den one of my friend saw mi with them den ask i know them in a wisper action, i say dunno.. den iwalk over to her leaving dar there.. den my friend keep on saying my bf flirt with them.. haha.. actually is they flirt with my bf.. coz when i'm there they can actually say my bf so sweet when he took fishballs for them.. actually is share lor.. say a lot of times.. and when they are gone, still tell my bf not to miss them.. wa lao! such a bitch.. esp the one with pink strip.. bf told mi she know how to see guys cock how big.. when i went to talk to my friends.. say she like big de.. den still say i and him how long, ask can last long meh.. bitch sia.. but i dun realli care coz she is so bitch.. talk to friends around 11.15 and we went to tampines to watch movie.. the mist.. not bad.. i dunno y... whole body itchy till watch finish.. and i keep on giving him attitude which i dunno why.. cab home den he stay my house.. but sleep seperate bed coz my sis not at home.. so i sleep her bed..

sun(3feb08)
woke up 5.30 and help dar open door and he wait for mi at bus stop but i went back to slp.. haha.. wake up at 6am.. den went to ah ma there.. bring her go pa sat with darling.. hiaz.. ah ma leg getting worse.. she can't walk far.. fall down.. so we take cab to pa sat.. and cab to her home.. around 10.30, go off.. but we quarrel le.. hiaz.. problem solve le.. sorri dar.. help out a bit for dar mom.. den slp a while.. around 6.30 wake up for dinner.. den slp again.. haha.. slp until dunno wat time.. den dar touch mi and say i got fever.. i say no..he say yes.. den took med.. around 1plus, went home to slp..

mon(4feb08)
sms sis.. ask her if she was at tat idiot house.. coz call her she nev ans.. think she dun wan to ans.. scared i scold her.. she reply dun care her la.. i call her.. and ask her.. den she say ya she went to tat guy house.. i say anything u like den she say she will protect her self.. den i say anything but i cry.. hiaz.. i realli care her.. i nev control her frm young till now coz she know wat she is doing.. but this time is serious lei.. everytime i care she nev notice so she thought i dun care.. but i realli care.. hiaz.. hope she will not get hurt again if she is back with him..

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy

Monday, February 04, 2008
10:13 AM





30 jan 08, the story ends..

will it continue? we don't know..

hey girls.. up till here u will think i break with him rite.. haha.. no la.. is my sis and her bf..
is fucking stupid.. i hate him!

he was drunk that day.. my sis went out.. she call him to tell him he can come and fetch her.. wait for 30mins he still not there.. sis call him and he scold her.. sis went to his house and want to pack her things(as she nite stay at his house so lots of things there) and his mom say wait for him to come back.. he came back with one of his friend, XQ(which i oso know him).. he was drunk and my sis act tat she was sleeping.. he throw pillow at my sis to tell her wake up..sis dun wan to wake up.. he pull sis shirt and swing her up and she bang on the wall.. sis bite his hand and he hit her hard with his knuckle 3 times.. sis run away to hide.. hear sis say he even push his mom and hit his bro.. sis hide his house toilet.. he search for her.. can't find her.. took her phone and call everyone in her hp including my house and my grandma.. stupid! call mi and ask mi where is she, i say dunno.. i shout at him and he say why so guai lan! say wan den come down fight la! fuck off la him.. idiot.. XQ call mi to go down say he scared sis bf will beat him.. i say i will oso kanna beat lor.. he say will not.. i went down by cab coz i wan to bring sis home.. sis told mi his mom keep on saying is my sis fault.. wa liao! ur fucking son go and drink and is my sis fault.. u so love ur son den dun let him go out la.. know he everytime drink will have trouble de.. den! fuck la! sis pack her things and wan go off and his mom say key lei.. wa liao! u think my sis wan keep ur key for wat! sis head got baluku.. hiaz.. she say she giddy.. ask her wan see doc she say dun wan.. reach home already 5am in the morning.. i took leave so to take care of her.. 11plus, he call and say he and my sis over.. HAHA! who dunno! idiot! he told my sis tat he dunno wat happen.. dunno he beat her.. wa liao! where got like tat! idiot! i damn angry.. i talk to him without give him any face.. he say wan bring sis to doc.. i said no need.. he say he beat de so mus.. i say no need.. shout at him.. he quiet.. doc say mus go see x-ray but my sis didn't.. after tat went to his house and i help my sis take her things.. he msg my sis not to move away.. pack things liao still tell ppl dun move.. reach his house dun even fuck care his mom.. jus give a face and dun even wan to call her.. and she complain to her son tat she dun like mi! i oso dun like her lor.. she wan protect her son i oso can protect my sis.. nite time he still meet my sis.. tell her dun go, she wan.. hiaz.. his whole family sae my sis few days jiu okay liao! rubbish.. but i oso think my sis less den 1mth will patch de la even though she keep on say no..

up till now he still dun think he is at wrong! still say onli small matter and make everything so serious.. is serious lor.. hit ppl lei.. stupid!he say will change but can't see he WAN to change!
this time i realli angry for wat he did to my sis.. everytime he can quarrel or wat, i oso nev sae anything but this time no.. COZ HE HIT HER! i dun wish my sis to be with him anymore.. if my sis dunno den i oso can't sae anything.. is her own decision.. but tat FUCKING MAN is NOT A GD GUY! nothing gd in him.. big size, no qualification, no money, no gd job, so er xin, drink, fight, polic case.. so mani bad things and nothing gd in him!

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy

Saturday, February 02, 2008
11:25 AM