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he's the onli one for mi..
thought after this patch, he will change the thinking of 'love will not last forever'..
but i'm the onli one who think we will not end the story again..
thought we can have babies, house n stay together until old ant till we die..(such a fairytale)
his the onli guy which i onli felt tat this is true..
but this thinking will graduately disappear..
jus let day pass by each day..
wat happen ib tat day, jus face it..
future for relationship DOES NOT EXIST..
now we r jus buing time onli..
although love is there but forever is gone..

my mind is all in a mess..
i'm not the happy mi anymore..
smile is there but behind every smile there's sadness, tears and unhappiness..
keep on wanting to grow up..
but there's too much things to think..
wish to stay as a baby..
nothing to worry..
now there's more things going to happen..
I CAN'T RUN..
I MUST FACE IT..

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy

Sunday, May 27, 2007
7:09 PM





have been 1week 4days since we patch back..
he have change le..
let mi a lot..
love mi more...
willing to sae things out le..
for mi.. i oso notice i have change..
he is change to gd..
i'm like changing more worse..
became more lazy..
treat him more rude le ba..
i dunno y...
last time i felt tat i love him more den he love mi..but now i found tat he love mi more den i do..
maybe i'm scared of getting hurt again le ba..
dar.. i'm sorri..
actually i'm the one who hurt u most de..
sorri..
but dar.. i still love u de.. muackzz...

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy

Wednesday, May 23, 2007
1:02 PM





we patch back le..
hey gals.. gd news.. we patch le.. hehe.. so happy..
at 12plus.. decided to log in msn to c if his at there..
after a while he log in.. veri happy..
so msn with him.. but i dun wan him to think abt unhappy things.. so i act as tat my life still goes on..
i worte i went to see 28 weeks later le.. he was surprise tat i watch a lot of movie le..
den we msn until one part he sae he miss mi.. he still love mi..
i told him to calm down coz he keep on blaming himself..
keep on saying dunno if we patch back, i will be xin fu a not n so on..
i told him dun blame himself.. i dun mind going all those kun nan with him.. realli..
den after tat he sae he miss mi.. can call mi..
i sae yes..
talk with him.. den we sae a lot of things..
den after tat i feel like asking him can we patch..
but he sae first..
but he sae he dunno can make mi happy a not..
jus wan u to know i realli dun mind going all kun nan de.. realli..
den after tat keep on saying can patch.. den tat's how we patch de..
thanks everyone for u're concern.. thanks..
love all of u.. muackzz.. hehe...

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy

Saturday, May 12, 2007
10:21 PM





we met le
jus now met up with wei liang.. took back my things.. went home, i took out the photo album which i gave him de, den saw tat he took out all the pic in the photo frame which i gave him on his birthday.. n put it in the photo album.. i was surprise n sad tat y did he took out.. tat is his memories.. y did he return? after tat i saw there's a letter.. he type it out de.. with 3 pages.. when i saw the first line, i cried.. he call mi baby.. n saying tat is the last time calling mi tat.. as i read on, i found tat actually is all my fault.. i'm sorri.. if i had not be so playful as to keep on going out with them, maybe we will not end up this way.. i'm sorri for my playfulness.. i keep on going out.. now i realise tat i'm wrong.. i keep on going out n thought tat u won't mind as thought tat u know u're gf loves to go out de.. but come to think, den finally realise tat u will be jealous, will be sad.. i'm sorri.. but jus to tell u, i realli dun have much friends.. they work with mi, stay near mi, so i go out with them often.. pls, dun blame u're self tat y u can't provide mi with happiness, blame tat y u can't bring mi go play.. hiaz.. i'm sorri.. now i realli dun wish to hold u.. i'll let go of u.. go n find a gd gf, a girl tat who will take gd care of u.. a girl tat won't be such a small kid who keep on quarelling with u.. a girl tat will not go out with guys.. hope tat girl will love u with all u're whole heart.. PLS, DUN BLAME U'RE SELF.. thanks for all the past happy memories we have being together... thanks.. i will treasure it in my heart.. i will not forget tat i have been with such a gd guy b4.. a guy who love mi so much.. a guy who will tolerate my stupid nonsense, my childish behaviour n my lousy attitude.. thanks dar.. thanks for everything.. n sorri tat i have hurt u.. sorri.. dar, take gd care of u're self k..?

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy

Friday, May 11, 2007
11:37 AM





we met le
jus now met up with wei liang.. took back my things.. went home, i took out the photo album which i gave him de, den saw tat he took out all the pic in the photo frame which i gave him on his birthday.. n put it in the photo album.. i was surprise n sad tat y did he took out.. tat is his memories.. y did he return? after tat i saw there's a letter.. he type it out de.. with 3 pages.. when i saw the first line, i cried.. he call mi baby.. n saying tat is the last time calling mi tat.. as i read on, i found tat actually is all my fault.. i'm sorri.. if i had not be so playful as to keep on going out with them, maybe we will not end up this way.. i'm sorri for my playfulness.. i keep on going out.. now i realise tat i'm wrong.. i keep on going out n thought tat u won't mind as thought tat u know u're gf loves to go out de.. but come to think, den finally realise tat u will be jealous, will be sad.. i'm sorri.. but jus to tell u, i realli dun have much friends.. they work with mi, stay near mi, so i go out with them often.. pls, dun blame u're self tat y u can't provide mi with happiness, blame tat y u can't bring mi go play.. hiaz.. i'm sorri.. now i realli dun wish to hold u.. i'll let go of u.. go n find a gd gf, a girl tat who will take gd care of u.. a girl tat won't be such a small kid who keep on quarelling with u.. a girl tat will not go out with guys.. hope tat girl will love u with all u're whole heart.. PLS, DUN BLAME U'RE SELF.. thanks for all the past happy memories we have being together... thanks.. i will treasure it in my heart.. i will not forget tat i have been with such a gd guy b4.. a guy who love mi so much.. a guy who will tolerate my stupid nonsense, my childish behaviour n my lousy attitude.. thanks dar.. thanks for everything.. n sorri tat i have hurt u.. sorri.. dar, take gd care of u're self k..?

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy


11:37 AM





thanks everyone for u're concern
everyone, realli thanks for u're concern.. i'm alright... but honestly, i feel happy outside but inside mi, i'm not.. i feeling like leaving here.. n go to a place tat can forget all sorrows n unhappiness.. wish to forget it.. hiaz... now i think i realli dunno wat i doing le.. hiaz.. heart is already dead.. numb.. hiaz.. but to all of u, realli dun worry.. jus let mi be.. i m jus mad now.. will slowly reliase wat i doing de..

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy

Thursday, May 10, 2007
12:55 AM





over le
2yrs 4mths relationship, n the story ends on 3may07.. it ends with quarrel tat he thinks tat i'm bully by my friends n he can't do anything.. n the quarrel being n tat ends our relationship.. wish tat we did not break.. realli love being with u.. but.. maybe u r rite.. we have nothing in common.. i can't make u happy.. keep on making u angry.. i didn't make u joke, didn't play or talk with u.. but u know.. all this words u sae realli hurt mi.. have been 5 days le.. maybe i realli can't make u happy ba.. i will let u go.. if this decision will make u happy, i will let u go.. can't keep on tying a person if he realli wants it to end.. but i still love u.. i will wait as long my hearts still love u.. realli looking back all past sms tat i have save, i realli dun wish to end.. cry n cry.. but wat to do.. i have to face the truth tat it is over le.. thanks tat i realli happy being with u.. we have all happiness,angry,sadness and enjoyment with each other.. everytime i think tat u r the person tat is most suitable for mi de.. u understand mi,know wat i'm thinking.. but.. hiaz.. now i hope tat u can take care of u're self.. k...?

tHe StOrY eNdS thE dAy

Monday, May 07, 2007
9:00 AM