sooner or later he will sure see wat i have writen down here ba.. nvm.. let him find out himself ba..
hiaz.. he going to start working le.. less n less time can meet le.. he still sae he wan to work two job.. when i heard it, a bit sad lor.. coz we already veri little time can meet le.. den now he still wan to work 2 jobs den i think no time to meet lor.. hiaz.. anything he wan lor.. if he realli wan work 2 jobs i oso cannot do anything.. jus tat will feel sad onli.. hiaz.. yesterday cried infront of him.. coz i miss him a lot.. he told mi he have find job le.. den i tell myself we will have veri veri little time meeting.. so when i think, i cired.. hiaz..
i know i cry baby.. everytime cry a lot.. i miss u a lot tat's y i cried.. now i mus try to get use with the days without him around lor.. coz next maybe 2weeks meet 1time or wat lor.. hiaz..
although i dun wish him to work so mani days but i cannot be so selfish.. he oso need money for himself to use de..i cannot be so selfish.. actually i scared got girls wan to know him..
these few days when he go out, i think i have started to control him le.. when he go out, i will ask who he going with, at where, wat time he going home n when he go out he mus msg mi etc...i dunno y n when i have started to control him.. is tat time i ask him alot of things when he wan to go out den he sae i started to control him le..den i notice..i dunno y.. i should give him more fredom ba.. maybe i scared got girls wan to know him ba.. i trust him.. but every girls will sure scared de.. even they trust them.. every guys will sae their gf should trust them.. n guys will oso sae they will not like any other girls de.. but in the end they break their gf heart..i trust him.. but there will still feel a bit of scared ba.. hiaz.. jus go as natural ba..